I'll Be Back...

Oh my word, goodness me oh my!!! It's been years!!! :) Well, tonight when I get back from college classes, you and I sweet blog are gonna do some updating!!!

Now this is my Christmas break....

Homework for my AP government class... I must memorize the presidents as well along with there parties and the losers of each election as well. Lets go High School!!!!!!

That Rock

I've got all this love inside me and I've just got to see if that rock won't roll.... <3

Look Heart No Hands <3

My favorite dress I've ever warn. I have an affinity for camouflage. It has this warmth and beauty I can't explain. Im drawn to it.. it's not cause I want to put off a vibe or be "redneck" I just like my camo. I like my boots. I like my Ronnie Milsap, Keith Whitley, and Waylon Jennings. Call me whatever you like... it's just me. I like my Randy Travis, Tracey Lawrence, and Jason Aldean. George Strait and Chris Young serenade me as I sleep. Something in the steel guitars...the twang the country breathes into my soul and my heart beats with it. It's indescribable.
Experience it for yourself. It's an undeniable irrevocable passion in my soul... one day I hope to share it with a special someone that my Lord has for me.It's my prayer that he breathes in this same passion and that we connect a common passion and desire for this music. This music that is so much more than music.

Martin &Co.

My baby (:

Outlooks

I have a new one. It hit me just like they say it will in the movies... it was amazing and it awoke in me a fire a spirit of success and independence and love and beauty and strength... I can't describe what it was but it just burst forth and I knew then and there laying in bed at 1 in the morning.. my life would never be the same... I am living. I will be fearless.. the only fear I carry will be the fear of The Lord Almighty. Anywho... I'll catch y'all laters I'm gonna crash. There's more to come on this epiphany.

P.s. Here's the best way I can describe it ...In life we face a choice to open ourselves up and experience greater joy, with greater joy comes harder falls and greater pains. The point of it is are you willing to go through the greater pain for those moments of inexpressible joy. That's what separates those who live life and those who merely go through the motions. Be open, be real, be vulnerable. This is living.

Let's Get Some Answers

Life... go to the bible ... you'll find answers there. In the past three months I've grown up so much. At the same time I've realized how much growing up I still have left. I look out and see a bigger glimpse into my broad and dream filled future... it's unclear but one thing is certain It will be great it will be rebellious in a beautiful way it will be huge and Christ filled. I will make a difference. I will change the world. I will love unconditionally. These things I know.